Owo sam pisala slushajuci umrtwljujucu muziku i misleci na njega... Bilo mi malo dosadno, pa se pozabawila patetikom... Haha, shalim se... Owo su jednostawno moja osecanja... Lakshe mi je na engleskom, znate... Nekako se moram izraziti, podeliti bol sa drugima... I bice mi lakshe... Otwori swoj um i pusti mi da doprem do njega i pokazem ti moje emocije... Tako stwarne, a nestwarne... Pripremi se...
Story that never began and that'll never end...
I'm standing here, breathing the air you touched. I can feel your spirit, I can feel it inside me. Breathing your spirit feeds my spirit... My spirit will never be alive again. You ripped off my heart without even knowing it. That psychical pain is so devastating... I can feel it physically. I am drowning in pain... Agony... I just can't breathe... Such a psychical pain... It smashed my heart... The air I am just breathing is dispersing the ashes... The only thing left of my heart... I'm still standing here... I'm losing this heaven... Falling down... Of tire... I'm falling asleep... Ashes got out of me... Through my skin... The wind I'm hardly feeling on my skin is so cold... But not colder than your hate... It's ripping the air and the small pieces of ashes made of pain... I'm lying here... Drowning in agony... Losing sense by sense... Life doesn't make sense anyway... It's so cold outside... Only winter knows what does it mean to be stuck in cold heaven, eternity, frozen and hungry. Separated by reality. Not seeing anything but storms... I died while winter was taking over my town... Physically. But my spirit is dead... My heart is crashed, unloved and so unworthy... You found her, you are so perfect for each other... So cute together... Well, you're cute for both. You broke the hymen... The hymen of my heart... So it belongs to you now. I can't do anything to make you love me. Because we're not meant to be together... I'll be satisfied with my own world, the only safe place I can be at... It's a soft dredge made of dreams and fantasies... Music... Notes... But it's so strong, unbreakable... It's the only thing you could never break... The only thing that no one can separate me from... No one can forbid me to dream... It's forbidden for others, but I would let you in... I would let you join me in dreaming... It could be only us two... Separated from reality... Far, far away from this cruel world... Just us two, just us two in infinity... Searching for broken dreams and fixing them... But you'll never be through that... 'Cause you're not worth it. One day you're gonna breathe in this cold air, my dead spirit... Because it will always remain here, waiting for you. You're gonna realize what have you done and then YOU are going to drown in my pain... But, there will be no one around... You're gonna join me in infinity and fall into eternity... Fall, fall, fall... But then I won't rescue you. 'Cause you're not worth it.
